Hello, Domo...seems like nobody interested in my brother's birthday huh? It's okay. I think there are a decreasing number of this blog viewer also. But never mind. If even there is nobody want to read my blog, I still posting something here. I have read a book that have a 'one panel' cartoon. It says to someone (I think an author) to write something that people want to read, not to write what they know(not sure whether it a cynical joke or what). However, I can't really do that, I write what I know only. In this post actually if still there is nobody want to read it, it's fine with me. This post is just to easing my stress since I don't like to talk to anybody, so I just express it here. As usual, if you interested to read this colorful story, click read more.
"Oh man...I did it again..." What did I do? "I waste my money again." On? "On book..." What do you mean by that? "I always spending my money on book, but not reading it. I have plenty of my book that I've still not finish it yet. Now I bought 'Law of attraction'(Malay version). It cost me RM27 you know?" You know...reading is a good hobby... "I know that also...but not finishing it making it a waste." I hate myself sometimes.
"Why...oh why..." What's wrong? "Why am I a weird person?" What do you mean by that? Everybody is different. "They different, I'm weird." Still need an explanation. "Every time people laughing, I would imitate it and exaggerate it, such as a chimpanzee sound, a turkey sound and sometime chicken sound. You know, it is a reflex reaction. And they don't like it. Sometime, I do that without my conscious." You are good at imitating animal sound? "I know some but not many..." I hate myself sometimes.
"V6 here...V6 there...V6, V6, V6..." Now what? "I hate that I love V6." ??? Nice words though. "I hate it because there is nobody beside me that I can share with my interest. Even to my family. Sabishii na...(It's lonely...). When I try to talk about V6, Every people went away, sometime told me to stop." You got a point there... "I also hate Dota as they hate to hear about V6. It's not their fault actually. Dota fan are everywhere in this world. Since my school, matric and now university there are no place that don't have a Dota fan. They can meet and talk about it everywhere." I hate myself sometimes.
Now you know I'm a weirdo. Please think twice before meet me. (I think). However, even I think I hate myself, I still appreciate what God gave me. My voice, my all that I've got. I still don't even thinking to commit suicide.(Duh)
"Oh man...I did it again..." What did I do? "I waste my money again." On? "On book..." What do you mean by that? "I always spending my money on book, but not reading it. I have plenty of my book that I've still not finish it yet. Now I bought 'Law of attraction'(Malay version). It cost me RM27 you know?" You know...reading is a good hobby... "I know that also...but not finishing it making it a waste." I hate myself sometimes.
"Why...oh why..." What's wrong? "Why am I a weird person?" What do you mean by that? Everybody is different. "They different, I'm weird." Still need an explanation. "Every time people laughing, I would imitate it and exaggerate it, such as a chimpanzee sound, a turkey sound and sometime chicken sound. You know, it is a reflex reaction. And they don't like it. Sometime, I do that without my conscious." You are good at imitating animal sound? "I know some but not many..." I hate myself sometimes.
"V6 here...V6 there...V6, V6, V6..." Now what? "I hate that I love V6." ??? Nice words though. "I hate it because there is nobody beside me that I can share with my interest. Even to my family. Sabishii na...(It's lonely...). When I try to talk about V6, Every people went away, sometime told me to stop." You got a point there... "I also hate Dota as they hate to hear about V6. It's not their fault actually. Dota fan are everywhere in this world. Since my school, matric and now university there are no place that don't have a Dota fan. They can meet and talk about it everywhere." I hate myself sometimes.
Now you know I'm a weirdo. Please think twice before meet me. (I think). However, even I think I hate myself, I still appreciate what God gave me. My voice, my all that I've got. I still don't even thinking to commit suicide.(Duh)
