أعوذ بالله من الشيطان الرجيم
بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم
السلام عليكم
بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم
السلام عليكم
Yosh, minna mata da yo? 3:36 am is the current time in Parit Raja, I watch the clock on my desktop while I'm writing. I hope it didn't take too long for me to finish writing this entry, since today I have a class. Firstly, I want to apologise for not responding all my friends birthday wish to me in my facebook because you know the reason in the previous entry. Actually I've planned to write it yesterday (Sunday) but I changed my mind. Yesterday I was planning to go out, but I cancalled it so that if I have time today, I will go out by myself or with "Buyut" to celebrate my bithday. Then, early evening, I washed my clothes and tidy up a little bit of my house and then recorded my house video from the previous entry. Being a 21 years old is a big meaning for me just like being a hatachi (20 years old) in Japan. Being 21 means you have responsibilitiy towards my country, democratic Malaysia. 21 is the age where you are now able to vote in election in Malaysia. Democratic country is a country that decided by any kind of people. religous or secular, educated or non-educated, or whatever kind of people. I'm decided to write this after midnight since it's my birthday entry. "Majide Iqbal? ni jyu ichi ni narimashita?" I'm talking to myself. "Majidesu yo ne..." I replied. Hope I didn't make you bored with these gag. Okay, without futher ado and wasting time, This time around, I would like to write a letter-style from me to myself. Yoroshiku. Just like to write in English since I'm not good in it.
Assalamualaikum, Iqbal.
It have been 21 years living in this world. Quite a long time, right? Are you happy now? Cause in my personal opinion, you're not. Sorry if it harsh. Is this what you want? can you go with it? You know what? It have been years you didn't make performance on stage and I know that you can't resist to be on stage again making performance. You just singing and dancing in your house or free space within your classes. I know you miss to sing on stage again. The feel on stage and in a karaoke box is different you know? I hope you can get a chance to sing on stage again.
Actually I don't want to write much on you. You know why? Because you are mystery. Even me myself don't know much about who you are. Next is now you're 21 and responsible to drive your country since you are now able to vote even you're not sure when will you register, isogashii desu ne... But general election is still have much longer time. So, you must not be a child anymore. You must prepared to be burden with many responsibility. Since you can't get married until you become a millionaire right? joudan, joudan da yo... It all Allah's work to determine your fate right? Even if you're fated to get married tomorrow, you can't decline. But I know why you've said about millionaire first, wedding later. You have your own reason right? Futhermore, girls are afraid to get close to you right? daijoubu, I know the time is still not suitable for you to have any relationship even you're envy and furious seeing others go outing with their "friend". And I know that you don't really know how to talk to a girl since you are a shy man. LOL. Huh, suddenly bring up this topic. But you can't get away from this topic man, since you would love to have a child right? like "Amani" in "Adamaya". Cho kawaii...As a conclusion, prepared with these responsibilities okay?
Until now, Wassalam
Iqbal Nasir, 4:25 am
