Aidilfitri...Issues...Report?

اسلام عليکم دان سلامت سجهترا کڤد اندا سموا. ترکجوت؟ ڤنت ساي چاري "بندا اين", تاهو؟ هندق منوليس اين سهاج سوده مماكن ماس يڠ اݢق ﻻما. ايتوله, کيت سنديري تله دجاجه اوليه اورئينتاليس يڠ تله "مروميکن" بهاس ملايو کيت. سدڠکن إسلام دهولو تله براسيميلاسي دڠن بهاس ملايو. تتاڤي جاوي سماکين دڤيڠݢيرکن. ساي سنديري تله باڽق لوڤا باݢايمان هندق مڠيجا دڠن بتول. سکارڠ ساي سدڠ مڠݢوناکن إي جاوي اونتوق منوكر توليسن رومي ساي. بأيقله, ايت بوليه ‌چريتا لأين کالي

راي...باڽق ‌‌چريتا داڤت دکوڤس دالم چوتي راي اين. ساي ترڤقسا مڠاسيڠکن لاڤورن راي اين کڤد ببراڤ بهاݢين. انتاراڽ اياله: ڤوليتيک, کسلامتن جالن راي, بوروق سڠک دان باڽق لاݢي. ساي سقدر منچوبا جاوي دالم اينتري اين. ميڠݢواين جوݢ ساي اݢق سيبوق. موڠکين هوجوڠ ميڠݢو اين بارو ساي اکن بوات اينتري بارو. تاڤي کالاو ساي اد ماس سڠݢڠ, ننتي ساي کمس کيني.

اخير سکالي, سلامت هاري راي, معاف ظاهيرباتين. جومڤا لاݢي

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Assalamualaikum and greetings to everybody. Shocked? It's not easy to find "this" you know? Even to write only this short post cost me a lot of time. Because we as a Malay, have been colonized by the west who changed and "romanized" our Malay language. The truth is Islam had assimilate earlier with Malay language. [As you can see above, that is Jawi. It got nothing to do with Arabic language. Only the letter most of them are same. Some letter in Jawi doesn't exist in Arabic language. The language is still the same with what we Malays pronounce daily. Just the letter are different. Just like Japanese, hiragana, katakana, kanji and now they also have romaji(roman letter). However, they don't use romaji as their daily usage. Usually it is to help foreigner to pronounce japanese better.] But nowadays, Jawi has been alienated and fading day by day. [Who did that? We our self. We didn't use Jawi in our daily life. We feel awkward to use that. We don't preserve]. Even me myself had forgot how to spell it right.[We have spell-it-right organized by New Straits Times right? Why don't Utusan Melayu did that? and it is open to all races in Malaysia. This is a prove to show their loyalty to this country]. Now, I use eJawi.net to translate romanized Malay to Jawi. Okay, we can talk about that later.

Raya...there are so many story to be told in this Raya holiday. I have to separate my raya report into a few part. Which is politic, road safety and suspicion (I don't think that is the right word, Ithink the more suitable word is misjudging. Useless google translate.) and perhaps many more. I just want to try Jawi in this entry. [perhaps I can do much later]. This week also I'm pretty busy. Maybe this weekend I'll make a new entry. But if I can steal a few time, I will update.

Lastly, Happy Aidilfitri. Sorry for my mistakes.



p/s: We have our identity, and it beautifully related with Islam. Preserve it, treasure it.

p/s melayu: Kita ada identiti, dan dengan indah ia berasimilasi dengan islam. Jagalah ia. Jadikan ia sebagai harta kita yang tak ternilai. Ia tak boleh dibeli.

p/s 2: The [...] part is not a content of the Jawi part. It just additional part. Baca lagi>>

Quick post: New experience

Assalamualaikum and a very good evening to all of IS(InfiniteSane) reader. I just break my fast. What is my new experience today? Well, this is the first time left alone in my house in my residential collage. Everybody went home early in this morning, and I don't know what am I feeling right now. But, when I went out today, somehow it became a cool thing. Why? Because did you watch "I am legend" starring Will Smith? The atmosphere is some sort like that except it don't have zombies. Plus, today is rainy most of the time. So, there was like mist along the road, feel chilly and quiet, too quiet. Sometime I feel it cool, just like in the movie. But, there are still a few person in here, just a few Borneo and foreign student. Unfortunately, the "Bazar Ramadhan" was also taking a holiday. Just 2 stall were opened, 1 is selling water, 1 is selling murtabak. So, I decide to walk a little far. Thank God, there still a stall opened. I think that's all for today, my new experience. Mata ne,

Assalamualaikum dan selamat senja kepada semua pembaca IS. Saya baru sahaja berbuka puasa. Apa agaknya pengalaman baru saya hari ini? Ini adalah kali pertama saya ditinggalkan keseorangan dalam rumah saya di kolej kediaman saya. Semua orang pulang ke kampung seawal pagi tadi, saya tak tahu apa perasaan yang saya rasakan. Tapi, tadi saya keluar, ia jadi sesuatu yang menarik. Kenapa? Anda pernah menonton "I am legend" lakonan Will Smith? suasananya lebih kurang macam itulah cuma tak adalah zombi-zombi tu. Lagipun, hari ini hujan berpanjangan. Jadi adalah macam kabus di jalan, rasa sejuk dan senyap sunyi, terlalu senyap. Tapi rasa macam menarik sebab macam dalam filem. Tapi masih ada orang di sini, tapi tak banyak, pelajar Sabah/Sarawak dan pelajar luar negara. Kemudian, rupa-rupanya bazar ramadhan pun nak bercuti juga, ada 2 gerai sahaja yang dibuka, 1 jual air, 1 jual murtabak. Saya pun berjalanlah jauh sikit,(sikit sahaja). Nasib baik ada gerai jual nasi goreng. Itupun dah nak habis dah. Alhamdulillah juga, dapat berbuka puasa. Sampai di sini sahaja dahulu rasanya pengalaman baru saya. Jumpa lagi. Hasta Luego.


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¡Happy birthday a mi madre! (Versi Malayu di bawah)

My mother held me when I was very little

That night mi padre ask me that whether I have wish somebody birthday or not. Then I realize that the day was my mother's birthday! I have format my computer and my reminder have lost. Immediately, I wish my mother happy birthday. The title up there is Spanish, just try to use it. This entry is also to answer my friend about my relationship with my mother.

My friend always try to defend himself by saying that he always contact his mother. Actually he is also use his phone credit to contact his 'friends'. He know that my credit is enormously many(because I always show to him). He know that I never top up because of my credit finish. I always top up because the credit have expired. So, my credit is gaining every time I top up. Sometime, he purposely called his mother in front of me(like I care). But he always hiding when he is calling his 'friends'. I wonder why? He know that it is really hard to see me called anybody. Let me ask him back. Is it really the only way to pleased our mother? Is his mother same just like my mother? Does he think that I don't love my mother?

Eating Durian with my mother recently.

Actually I know that heaven is under mother feet (Means that if we devoted our mother, heaven is the reward). The way I express my love is not through my credit, brother. Don't you know(of course you don't know) that my mother's birthday last year, I wrote a song for her? I have to told you because you think that I'm a cold-hearted person. And I always told you(many times) that when I was in a holiday, and at my home, my mother always ask me to sing and I never refuse that. Actually I have tried to chat with her when I was in matriculation college. At the end, neither me or my mother don't know what else can we talk about. We end up our conversation in 1 or 2 minutes. Got it now? I have tried.

As a conclusion, I know that I love my mother and I hope she know that. Same goes to my family. I know I loved them and I hope they know. I know I am a silent person. I didn't talk much. But there is so many ways to express our love, not just through our credit. I'm not being a greedy even my credit is plenty. I share it with my mother, and my sister and you know that right? I am a shy person and I am not a type that going to climb a mountain and shout I love my mother(just a metaphor) and I know my mother know what type of person I am. I am different with my other siblings and she know that. I think it is more pleasing her to be a useful person in the future and always don't forget her. Even if we don't be a useful person, I'm pretty sure she will still love us. What important, she know we never forget her and love her. It's abstract. You can't see that.

Versi Melayu

Malam itu bapa saya bertanya saya samada saya telah mengucapkan kepada seseorang selamat hari lahir atau tidak. Kemudian saya baru teringat hari itu adalah hari lahir ibu saya. Saya baru format komputer saya dan reminder saya telah pun hilang. Dengan kadar segera, saya mengucapkan selamat hari lahir kepada ibu saya. Tajuk di atas adalah dalam bahasa Sepanyol, saja cuba guna. Entri ini juga untuk menjawab segala andaian terhadap hubungan saya dengan ibu saya.

Rakan saya selalu mempertahankan dirinya dengan mengatakan yang dia selalu berhubung dengan ibunya. Sebenarnya dia juga selalu menggunakan kredit telefonnya untuk selalu berhubung dengan 'temannya'. Dia tahu kredit saya terlampau banyak(sebab saya selalu tunjukkan kepadanya). Dia tahu saya tak pernah menambah nilai sebab kredit saya habis. Saya selalu menambah nilai kerana kredit saya telah pun sampai tarikh luputnya. Jadi kredit saya meningkat setiapkali saya menambah nilai. Kadang-kala dia sengaja menelefon ibunya di hadapan saya(saya tak kisah pun). Tapi bila dia menelefon 'temannya' dia selalu menyorok. Kenapa agaknya ya? Dia tahu adalah amat sukar untuk melihat saya menelefon sesiapa. Biar saya tanya dia semula. Adakah dengan sentiasa menghubungi ibu kita dapat menyenangkan hatinya? Adakah ibunya sama seperti ibu saya? Adakah dia menganggap saya tak sayang ibu saya?

Sebenarnya saya tahu yang syurga di bawah tapak kaki ibu. Namun cara saya mengekspresikan kasih sayang saya bukanlah melalui kredit telefon. Tahu tak(confirm tak tahu) yang hari lahir ibu saya tahun lepas saya ada buatkan lagu untuknya? Saya terpaksa beritahu anda kerana anda menganggap saya seorang berhati dingin. Saya juga selalu memberitahu anda(banyak kali) yang bila saya di rumah, mak saya selalu menyuruh saya menyanyi dan saya tak pernah menolaknya dan saya lakukan dengan ikhlas. Sebenarnya saya pernah mencuba untuk berbual dengan ibu saya ketika di matrikulasi. Akhirnya, saya dan ibu saya tak tahu apa yang hendak dibualkan. Perbualan kami hanya berlangsung selama 1 atau 2 minit sahaja. Faham? Saya dah pun cuba.

Kesimpulannya, saya tahu saya sayang ibu saya dan saya harap dia tahu saya sayang dia. Sama juga dengan keluarga saya. Saya tahu saya sayang mereka dan saya harap mereka tahu. Saya sedar saya seorang pendiam, saya tak banyak bercakap. Tapi banyak lagi cara untuk mengekspresikan sayang kita, bukannya hanya dengan kredit. Saya pun bukannya tamak walaupun kredit saya banyak. Saya berkongsi dengan ibu dan adik saya, anda tahu kan? Saya seorang yang pemalu dan saya bukanlah jenis pergi atas gunung dan menjerit "Aku sayang ibu aku"(metafora sahaja) dan saya tahu ibu saya faham saya ini orang yang macam mana. Saya berbeza dengan adik-beradik saya yang lain dan ibu saya tahu itu. Saya rasa apa yang menyenangkan hatinya ialah menjadi orang yang berguna dan jangan melupakannya. barulah sejuk perut ibu mengandung. Kalau kita jadi orang yang rosak pun saya agak pasti dia masih sayang kita. Apa yang penting, (bukan kerjasama, dalam hal ini)dia tahu kita tak pernah melupakannya dan sentiasa menyayanginya. Ia adalah suatu yang abstrak dan tak boleh diukur dengan kredit.


p/s: Al-fatihah kepada arwah kakek saya pada gambar pertama. Baca lagi>>